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So I know I rarely post on here. I want to post more but I don't know what to write about. I also know that not many people see this. The people who do see this. What do you want me to write about? What do you want to read about? Let me know in the comments below and my next blog post will be about whatever you suggested.

What will 2016 bring?

Ill be the first to say that I changed throughout 2015. I've made plenty of mistakes, I grew some enemies, more friends, increased my stress and did a lot better in school than last year, The more involved you are the more stressful it is becoming. I remember in the beginning of the year being so excited to see how much I will change from just 12 months. I have. A lot, Not all in bad ways but not just in good. In just this past 2 month I have become the most stressful I have ever been. For the past couple of weeks before my school went on break, I didn't want to go to school because of the stuff people we saying about me. From all the rumors that my "cousin" (and I put that in quotes because our parents were just really close so it was almost like family) said about me, to all the bad things my ex boyfriend was saying about me. I would go into school looking around and thinking this person thinks badly of me and for something I didn't even really do. Now I could talk about this topic and write a whole novel about it, but for right now I'm just going to sum it up. My now ex boyfriend started to like me and I didn't particularly like him at first. After he talked about me to my friends and his I tried to ignore it and give him a chance. Well that didn't work out as well as I planned. There was this kid who I had to huge crush on in the beginning of 2015. He finally one day actually noticed me and talked to me so I panicked and did what any girl would do if there crush noticed them. No not kissed them or anything that extreme. I broke up with my boyfriend after 2 weeks and not because of that guy, but just because I wasn't feeling like we were a couple like it was in the beginning, my feelings were not as strong anymore. After we broke up, he found out about that other guy and started making up rumors about how I broke up with him to go after and date the other guy, which was not true at all. After that whole incident, I hated going to school knowing some, most, people thought that-that was the truth. The mural of this pointless story is that if people think something about you that isn't true, it shouldn't matter what they think, it should only matter that you know what the truth really is.

I know not many people read these and honestly I'm okay with that. I started this to express my feelings, to make my stories and life lessons come to life so that if one day someone who is dealing with the same problems as I am reads this and can relate, and it makes them feel better about the situation and themselves- that's really what I'm aiming for.

2015, yes wasn't really my year but now that its 2016. Its a new chapter in our lives, a new beginning. I now understand that nothing should stand in your way of your expectation on life. Anything you do and want to do, you shouldn't end up regretting it in a week, month, day, year or even years. You should look back on all those things and say "all of those choices, mistakes, opportunities are what has brought me here today."

So now ask yourself what will 2016 bring to you?